Dear Lynn ( and dear neglected blog)
Not even a photo. I do so love this space though, even empty.
So here I am. My chin still sprouts ever more hair. I still have heart burn. I still have weight to lose.
I get so passionate about things I ought to do, and start off well. And then it all goes to hell in a handbasket. Or whatever that saying is.
All of my blogs are much neglected. The people I love to write about do not see a lot of me. Even my photography has been neglected other than for major occasions where I have been paid to do the work.
I guess I am living my life. It is a very quiet life which is driven mostly by the needs of the kids. J and I continue to work away at our marriage - in a very quiet kind of way. Which is OK with me after all the drama of the past few years. I was in such a hurry to get engaged/married and now I feel like we are slowly building a friendship with stronger foundations. I heard a local comedian say recently that we should only get married after being together 20 years - that we have it all the wrong way round. In our case we were only together four months before we got engaged and whilst it felt fantastic at the time I think we could have done with waiting to get married for 20 years.
And have I mentioned the cross roads thing. I hope I have a good 30 or more years left in me. Yet what shall I do with them. I know my own mother went into a clinical depression over questions like these. Whilst I know that won't happen to me I am left wondering - what to do, what to do.
Give back is the answer I keep coming up with.
love to you
Mary
